What a lovely day! It was yucky outside but it's be sun-shining in my
heart. Last night we went home to sleep in our beds after a day with
Penelope and an evening with Lydia. Both of them having some apnea issues but
doing relatively well. This morning we woke up rested and headed to
Methodist Germantown to see Lydia. When I called Lebonheur to check on
Penelope it was a good report. Improving apnea (low respiratory rate) and bradycardia (low heartrate) episodes and super great oxygen
saturation (she's on the bubble CPAP still and only on 21% oxygen which
is room air) and still adorable (we knew that).
The
girls are 1 week old today which is extremely exciting for me. That
also means that Lydia's Umbilical Line had to be pulled because they
only last a week before there is a danger of infection. So she got a
PICC line (peripherally inserted central catheter) just like Penny!
Then she had an echo....so she was pretty tired. Her nurse Jennifer
gave us the glorious news that with her UAC out we could hold her and
start doing Kangaroo Care!! For those who don't know, Kangaroo Care is
when the mommy holds a preemie baby skin to skin and there are many many
benefits. It helps regulate the baby's temp, respiration, and heart rate. It encourages the mother's milk to produce just what the
baby needs. It helps with bonding. It puts the baby in a deep recuperative sleep that helps them to grow. Most importantly, it's
just the medicine the doctor ordered for a mommy who's been looking at
her babies all week and longing to hold them close!!!!
I
was so giddy before we started I could hardly contain myself! I can't
even BEGIN to describe the feeling that went through me when Jennifer
put her on my chest for the first time. I just can't describe it so I
won't even try. One thing is for sure, I'll never forget it. I got to
kiss her little head and feel her heartbeat against my skin.....it was
so beautiful! The way God meant for it to be. Don't get me wrong, I'm
extremely grateful for the medical technology my girls are benefiting
from at the moment, but there's something so sweet about the simple joy
of holding your child. This is not news to anyone, but it sure was new
for me!
Jonathan had the chance to hold her after we
finished our little moment and had his own epiphany of emotion. It was
so sweet to watch him hold her for the first time and promise he would
always hold her if she wanted him to. Hearing those words from his
father's heart reminded me of how blessed I am to have an earthly daddy
who promises the same for me. These girls have no idea how good they'll
have it with a daddy like they have! To be loved well by your earthly
father makes it so much easier to accept the infinitely greater love of
the Heavenly Father. They'll have a head start!
Ok...gush
over...for now. It's time for me to try to get some rest here in
Penny's room at Lebonheur. She's doing really well and is even more
adorable than yesterday. Her nurse Nancy is very open to letting us be
hands on and that makes our time here feel like we're making a
difference for Penny. When she's crying and flailing and we put our
hands on her and she immediately relaxes and goes back to sleep....that
makes the heart happy. So in summary.....it's been a good day.
Now for some pictures...I know that's really the only reason you guys check the blog ;)
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